today

today is the day i need to make a change.  a change to finally be thin.  i'm 26 years old, 5'5'', and 170 pounds. this is my heaviest and i feel like a beached whale.  i used to be thin, always ways, until a few years ago.  i kept putting on a few pounds here and there and it just went out of control.  i feel so bad about the way i look and when i don't see results on a diet, i just eat more.  it's terrible and out of control.  i need motivation and help from others going through this.  i want to lose 60 pounds and be 110.  i think i'd be happy there.  i'm so unhappy being fat.